You see this is actually problem that are haunting my mind a little bit. But like at the same time this is actually good for me to discovering this. There is this one girl that actually loves me way2 back time and i did not recognize it. But as time goes by i actually questioned myself. Do i deserved to get loved. And i still have ideologies that literally contradict with her, and if iam become her bf that is literally breaking the limits of what i actually deserved. I should move on but my brain literally slow and failed to its own opinion, or is it just me